Saturday, September 10, 2011
sometimes...
it juz get me to think n look back at wat ive done..
all the the things ive been through and
every complication and problems im having..
why must it always be me? and
why my lifes is full of miseriez..
yes im happy for now..
bt it juz wont last..
it gets me thinking,...
why do i always get the kind of guy which is always controlling me?
bt thinking again.. im lucky at the same time
coz if he does contrl me means he does love me
n he wont wanna loose me..
bt u noe... i guess everything is too much for me to handle myself..
im juz too weak.. i need someone that really2
understands me n be there for me..
at the same time i would never wanna burden others with my problems
therfore resulting me to not share n keep to myself
which is equals to me dying inside..
oh god.. please help me .
guide me through everything n give me the strenght to face all this
why must i always me th bad person :(
suddently i miss you..
at the same time im wishing that we've nvr met.
therfore all this wld nvr had happen..
im sorry :'(
