Friday, June 24, 2011
why must all this happen to me..
why must life be so complicated to me..
i really wish i can vanish..
i juz feel like dying..
why must life be so complicated to me..
i really wish i can vanish..
i juz feel like dying..
im juz too hurt.. too depress..
i guess tis is my punishment for being so evil to him..
i swear i never hv wanted to hurt u at all
never... :'( u juz kept quiet n trying to avoid me..
i swear i never hv wanted to hurt u at all
never... :'( u juz kept quiet n trying to avoid me..
what cn i do when u said nt to forcee u anymore..
must i really let u go..
i berserah.. i tahu i salah..
i juz hate myself
ps: i want to be remembered as a girl who always smile n be
the one who can always brighten up ur day,
even if me myself couldn't brighten my own life.
must i really let u go..
i berserah.. i tahu i salah..
i juz hate myself
ps: i want to be remembered as a girl who always smile n be
the one who can always brighten up ur day,
even if me myself couldn't brighten my own life.
i may be smiling all the times.. ill ty my best to smile..
bt deep inside truthfully..
bt deep inside truthfully..
im totally hurt. im suffering..
mybe someone like juz dun deserve to have happiness and
i juz dun deserve to be loved..
im juz not worth anything .. it is juz nt worth being arnd me
ill juz make others suffer n sad because of me..
i really2 wish i cn disappear..
theres no point of me living anymore..
mybe someone like juz dun deserve to have happiness and
i juz dun deserve to be loved..
im juz not worth anything .. it is juz nt worth being arnd me
ill juz make others suffer n sad because of me..
i really2 wish i cn disappear..
theres no point of me living anymore..
no point at all... now its all gone..
ive lost everything..
i really mean everything..
i juz cnt find the reason why im suppose to smile n be happy aagain..
im totally destroyed.. broke down.. i hancur..
:'( i really find that theres no point for me to live anymore..
well ill never wanna get myself stuck in love ever again..
ill nvr forget u.. ill nvr recover ..
ill nvr be the same again.. :'(
please forgive me.. i juz gave up my heart and soul..
mybe its juz better for me to juz die..
:'(
sometimes ppl juz deserve a second chance..
u noe hw much it will meant to the person..
if this is wat u want..
eventhough it will hurt me ,ill follow wat u wish..
if u wanna end this.. i will..
this is all for u syg..
everything for you.. i dun wanna force u to love me anymore..
ill nvr wan to force u again to accept me back..
im juz too tired of being hurt..
all my tears juz mean ntg anymore.. i juz feel sick..
if this is wat u want..
ill SAY goodbye to my one true love..
il nvr be happy again..
if this is really wat u want n demi kebahagiaan ayg..
;( :'( goodbye
ive lost everything..
i really mean everything..
i juz cnt find the reason why im suppose to smile n be happy aagain..
im totally destroyed.. broke down.. i hancur..
:'( i really find that theres no point for me to live anymore..
well ill never wanna get myself stuck in love ever again..
ill nvr forget u.. ill nvr recover ..
ill nvr be the same again.. :'(
please forgive me.. i juz gave up my heart and soul..
mybe its juz better for me to juz die..
:'(
sometimes ppl juz deserve a second chance..
u noe hw much it will meant to the person..
if this is wat u want..
eventhough it will hurt me ,ill follow wat u wish..
if u wanna end this.. i will..
this is all for u syg..
everything for you.. i dun wanna force u to love me anymore..
ill nvr wan to force u again to accept me back..
im juz too tired of being hurt..
all my tears juz mean ntg anymore.. i juz feel sick..
if this is wat u want..
ill SAY goodbye to my one true love..
il nvr be happy again..
if this is really wat u want n demi kebahagiaan ayg..
;( :'( goodbye
Thursday, June 23, 2011
hey bloggy.. hurm
again im in a mess..
i really wanna disappear now..
mybe this would bring happiness to everyone..
im juz a burden
im not needed..
haix idk i just wanna give up everything..
mybe byy doing so i cn stop everything..
my problems wont be as complicated as this..
bt wat will i be if i were to give up..
i have gone so far to juz stop now..
frm wat my fren said..
the night is always dark before dawn..
things would juz seems worse wen it cn become good..
bt why is everything so worse to me...
it has never been good..
life.. please be good to me for once..
is that juz so hard to ask for..
im scared.. im sad.. i juz feel like giving up!
im screwed! what have i done!!! :'( :'(
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
please give me a chnce to change.
i noe im wrong n i have never suppose to do anything like that..
im really sorry..
but please trust me..
i promise i wont ever do it again..
i promise please give me a chance to prove it..
i wld never wanna leave capoeira.. it has been my life
please dun stop me frm doing wat i love.
please dun separate me frm the only true friends i hv
the ones who has always been there for me..
'the ones who care n i love..
they have never failed to make me happy..
please i dun wanna go
:( i really hope u cn let me go there again
with ur sincere heart..
relakn i pergi..
:'( :'(
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
i keep too much to myself and its getting to me.
im gg to explode if no one starts to care soon.
:(
i juz wish i could juz vanish n dissappear in ur life..
mybe that wld make u happy.
:/
im gg to explode if no one starts to care soon.
:(
i juz wish i could juz vanish n dissappear in ur life..
mybe that wld make u happy.
:/
this is just worse!
hmm i really dunno where im heading to in my life
im juz completely lost..
lost in every way..
please all i need from you is space..
stop following n controlling wateva im doing..
stop telling me wat to do..
stop scolding me...
ure juz making me weaker..
weaker in every way..
i dun want to hurt u..
bt in the direction that we're gg u'll hurt urself..
more than ever..
u have pulled me away from all my friends that has always been there for me
by not even letting me spending time
abit at all with them.. ure juz so demanding..
ull never listen to me..
i wanna stop this..
ive had enough.. bt how?
i really dunno hw to say it to u..
im just stress n lost n sad!
:(
im sorry ive lied to u..
im sorry i hv to break our promises..
im sorry i hv to break ur heart..
im juz not strong to live with it anymore..
