Monday, August 15, 2011
alhamdulillah..
im better now...
thanks syg for giving me this last chance..
u noe i would never want to loose you..
u really mean alot to me..
thanks for accepting me for who i am
and never stop loving me..
my eye are swollen due to crying ..
but thanks for bringing back my smile and
reason to live in my life..
as for you..
im sorry but its over..
u nearly break my relationship up..
n juz make me die.. sufferring in sadness..
my life is totally over if that happen..
n if really that were to happen..
im really sorry bt idk if i can accept u anymore..
my life is over because of u..
n is that wat u want? are u happy to see me suffering..
please.. for now ..
im sorry bt i dun wanna have anything to do with you..
i juz wanna let it go..
im sorry.. yes i dun hate you but..
this is the end..
idk hw im suppose to face u.. but.. i dun think we're be the same again..
:'(
my life is over
Sunday, August 14, 2011
im breaking down
:'(
i miss the times like hw we were last time.. :(
im willing to do anything for you..
ure my future.. ure my life..
bt why must this happen..
ure really gg away .. arent u?
ure leaving arent u..
im really2 sorry abt everything i mean everything..
idk wat im suppose to do now..
bt i juz feel like giving up everything..
if i really cant take it.
if i really cant stay strong..
im sorry idk
it wld juz be the normal liyana anymore...
the strong n happy girl will juz b vanish frm me
im sorry
Sunday, August 7, 2011
hey again..
btw this is a post that ray wrote
urgh..... y are u putting this up for me??
i mean really.. juz why..
u are making me feel so so bad n sad..
i mean.. u noe urself that we cnt be tgther n we cant be close like b4..
but why are u hurting urself by puting this up for me..
ray..... hurm
im already hurt by the situatio we're in now..
please dun hurt me more :(
what are u trying to do...?
kill me? :(
i mean really.. juz why..
u are making me feel so so bad n sad..
i mean.. u noe urself that we cnt be tgther n we cant be close like b4..
but why are u hurting urself by puting this up for me..
ray..... hurm
im already hurt by the situatio we're in now..
please dun hurt me more :(
what are u trying to do...?
kill me? :(
Monday, August 1, 2011
hey...
its been awhile since ive updated!
good news ! my cast is finally off!! yay!!
but the bad news is that i cnt do any sports for like 3 months!!
3 MONTHS!!!
:( thats so so so long haix i wanna train!!
u see!! mira!! u cn train earlier than me :(:( i wanna train with u..
ok obviously i gt to noe that u guys noes abt my blog nw
didnt expect it actually bt i dun mind though..
pardon me coz of all the emo stuff i post!
bt i promise ill always b happy ok on the outside!
:D:D
hurm ok
ill juz act as if u guys dunno ok if not ill stop writing emo post liao hehe
but do tell me if u gt any comment or things to say to me ok..
im actually still feel sad though coz of the situation now..
hurm i juz wish things could be as for normal n nothing terrible
like this ever happen..
back then everything was so happy and perfect..'
but now its juz all destroyed..
nothings left! i cnt go near him he cant go near me!
having this feeling is so irritating :/ why must it be this way..
we were so so much better if we juz remains as frens..
idk why but u noe ive always been hoping to see u..
like everywhere i go.. ill find u . eventhough we cnt talk n its weird between us
i juz hurm i juz miss you :(
but i noe i cant! i wanted it to be this way!
no turning back!! liyana!! no turning back!!
it is juz so hard wen our hearts and mind dun think alike..
my hearts still cnt let go n still hoping n want it
but my minds says that i cnt n i hv to stop this! :/:/
well i hope this feelings would stop coz its bringing me down..
pulling me n killing me slowly n that juz hurt!
:/
i wish things could be normal n happy like it always hv been
back then...
