Saturday, March 21, 2009
irritated!!!
haix tats wat i'm feeling nw..
i juz can't get the hang of wats gg on
hmm i just feel like nobody juz trust me!!
wat hv i've done wrong
why must tat inciden tat hd happen long ago result such behavior..
sometime i juz dn feel belong wit my family n frens
haix i juz dunno y uh
but my dad's behavior really2 irritates me haix..
i noe its his responsibility over his daughter
but please give me some space..
i juz don get any freedom anymore..
y? i'm like being controlled over haix..
can't do thiz can't do tat..
the best thing is tat every single things tat i do
its all wrong in his eyes..
haix y must it be this way?
even though i'm sure i've done it correctly
its always wrong to him..
juz nw i've been extend fer werk uh until 1am
so ya after werk i quickly go bck hm.
shockingly my dad is still up at this hour..
n like duh
i kena scold fer like every single thing
dun they even understand tat i've just finish werk
i'm like damn tired oready my body is
like aching but still cn't they even belive me
wat ?
do i look like a LIAR!! to u all?
i've hate lying n really
i dun like to hurt anybodys heart..
wat is the scolding fer??
fer my own gd..
hmm maybe buden its nt neccessary...
wat ?
am i tat bad to u?
every thing i do its all wrong..
am i like a stupid n useless person to u??
hmmp
i'm juz irritated uh haix..
btw ppl sry fer thiz quite emo post..
hmmm
i really dunno who am i suppose to let out to...
well i'm really gr8 to hv a mum heee
hmm klah i gtg now bye2
:P
Saturday, March 7, 2009
well i'm sry fer the lack of updates haha
well its kinda hard fr me to get hold of tiz laptop
hahh as its in my brother's rm n nt mine..
hee well i juz bought a keyboard lol
hmm i wanna learn hw to play piano...
hahaha cn sumbody teach me hahah
hmm okae well my ca1 results aare out
n its all worsehaix.. nxt fri will be my PTC
hmm well nt everyone will be selcted to attend the PTC
haix bt unfortunately i hv to attend it
well guess wat i'm the only gal tat hd to attend haix..
i'm i tat bad till that i'm the only gal chosen
hmm i dun think its abt my behavior bt i think its all
abt my result that hs been very slack haix..
omg,.. i really hope tat my dad won't be able to attend lol
ahaha so i only nd to bring my mum hee
if my dad noes abt my results haix.. i think i'm gonna
be killed mann haha lol heee
hmm well actually until nw i juz still
cn't get my mind to study n concentrate
haix laziness always struck on me haix..
hmm i hope i will be able
to pass my O level very well n nt having tiz kind of
worse result haix
klah i better go nw hee tc ppl
sum updates abt my life..'
well i think its okae uh its juz tat i've lost my freedom n
i juz donno wat to do lol haix
its okae i'll juz hv to find a way to live wit it heee
klah byebye ppl
:p
Sunday, March 1, 2009
hey bloggy .. hmm agn sry fer the laack of update haix..
my results 4 ca1 hd been released oni left wit the eng n mly haix my result kinda disapointing sey hahah well i failed my chem n geog haix.. well i'm really glad tat theres no ss 4 the ca1 sey hahah or else i'll be dead lol coz i noe ntg abt ss hahah i'm totally lost sey on tat subject hahah... hmm bt overall fer my combined sci i pass lah hahah hmmmm n my mathematics haix.. it bring me dwn to A2 sey ahah i wan A1 hahah hmm i mean maths is the oni subject i'm gd in haha so i set a higher standard n expectation fer my math hahah hmm well i scored really2 low fer my geog haix... i juz dunno why uh either i'm soo dump or so stupid.. haix i juz didn't get it.. i wrote a totALLY long answer fer all the qn haix bt i oni manage to get a single digit fer my geog.. haix didn't tiz juz say tat i'm juz loosing n wasting my tyme on answering while i cn oni get a single digit fer my geog haix... i hd totally disapoint myself haix.. i juz cn't understand why isit so sudden that my grades all drp haix... hmm juz look at the bright side.... its oni CA1 so i'll juz take it as to know whr i'm standing nw.. hmmm i haope i'll really improve myself b4 the 'O' level starts haix,... btw i juz cm bck frm werk today hahah hmm actually i dunnd to werk uh today bt i requested to lol bcoz i juz cn't find any better reasons fer me to stay at hmmm while everyone's gonna leave me all alone hmmm i juz hate being alone haix!!! hmm klah i gtg nw sry byebye..
:P
frustrated!!
hey bloggy..
