Wednesday, September 14, 2011
hi bloggy..
ok hurm.. wat cn i say today lol..
ive seen that uve been fine now..
yes we're still nt talking to each other..
but.. i guess ure happy now..
hmm idk ... i noe ure still not over me..
bt ive been dreaming about u..
idk why bt i think im missing u..
missing those times we had..
oh crap i hv to stop this .. fine!
wat makes me so diff frm any other gurl..
u treat almost all of them the same..
u let everyone hug u.. ride ur bike..
wat ??im juz the same like one of them wat.. why isit sooo hard?
haix i admit that i really miss you but..
i wont wanna let anything happen again..
im sick of getting hurt..
actually since uve move on..
please dun loo back at me.. n rmb our past
coz i noe ill nvr b over it but..if u do look back..
it make me more hurt of the feelings that is coming back..
ray im sorry..
as for haffis yea.
im happy with u.. bt please trust me.. n dun control me..
u noe actually sometimes i juz feel like letting go of everything..
and be happy.. bt i cant afford to loose you..
my heart is for u..
but the fact is ure still hurting me....
Saturday, September 10, 2011
sometimes...
it juz get me to think n look back at wat ive done..
all the the things ive been through and
every complication and problems im having..
why must it always be me? and
why my lifes is full of miseriez..
yes im happy for now..
bt it juz wont last..
it gets me thinking,...
why do i always get the kind of guy which is always controlling me?
bt thinking again.. im lucky at the same time
coz if he does contrl me means he does love me
n he wont wanna loose me..
bt u noe... i guess everything is too much for me to handle myself..
im juz too weak.. i need someone that really2
understands me n be there for me..
at the same time i would never wanna burden others with my problems
therfore resulting me to not share n keep to myself
which is equals to me dying inside..
oh god.. please help me .
guide me through everything n give me the strenght to face all this
why must i always me th bad person :(
suddently i miss you..
at the same time im wishing that we've nvr met.
therfore all this wld nvr had happen..
im sorry :'(
