Monday, August 1, 2011
hey...
its been awhile since ive updated!
good news ! my cast is finally off!! yay!!
but the bad news is that i cnt do any sports for like 3 months!!
3 MONTHS!!!
:( thats so so so long haix i wanna train!!
u see!! mira!! u cn train earlier than me :(:( i wanna train with u..
ok obviously i gt to noe that u guys noes abt my blog nw
didnt expect it actually bt i dun mind though..
pardon me coz of all the emo stuff i post!
bt i promise ill always b happy ok on the outside!
:D:D
hurm ok
ill juz act as if u guys dunno ok if not ill stop writing emo post liao hehe
but do tell me if u gt any comment or things to say to me ok..
im actually still feel sad though coz of the situation now..
hurm i juz wish things could be as for normal n nothing terrible
like this ever happen..
back then everything was so happy and perfect..'
but now its juz all destroyed..
nothings left! i cnt go near him he cant go near me!
having this feeling is so irritating :/ why must it be this way..
we were so so much better if we juz remains as frens..
idk why but u noe ive always been hoping to see u..
like everywhere i go.. ill find u . eventhough we cnt talk n its weird between us
i juz hurm i juz miss you :(
but i noe i cant! i wanted it to be this way!
no turning back!! liyana!! no turning back!!
it is juz so hard wen our hearts and mind dun think alike..
my hearts still cnt let go n still hoping n want it
but my minds says that i cnt n i hv to stop this! :/:/
well i hope this feelings would stop coz its bringing me down..
pulling me n killing me slowly n that juz hurt!
:/
i wish things could be normal n happy like it always hv been
back then...
