hey bloggy.. hurm
again im in a mess..
i really wanna disappear now..
mybe this would bring happiness to everyone..
im juz a burden
im not needed..
haix idk i just wanna give up everything..
mybe byy doing so i cn stop everything..
my problems wont be as complicated as this..
bt wat will i be if i were to give up..
i have gone so far to juz stop now..
frm wat my fren said..
the night is always dark before dawn..
things would juz seems worse wen it cn become good..
bt why is everything so worse to me...
it has never been good..
life.. please be good to me for once..
is that juz so hard to ask for..
im scared.. im sad.. i juz feel like giving up!

im screwed! what have i done!!! :'( :'(