Saturday, May 28, 2011
hey
i just though that ive loose you
forever.. never gonna be able to c u smile and laugh again
hmm ytd u ask me to meet u..
i was kinda scared n lost n sad..
buden i force myself to meet u coz im really worried abt u
and i really wanna c u..
so i came..
we meet up at the usual place we used to go..
when i came.. w/o even salam me
u instantly grab me tight n hug me..
u cried endlessly and sadly..
i can really c that ure really in pain and suffering because of me
ouch i juz feel hurt and sad ..
u ask me why i leave..
u ask me what u did wrong till i leave u like this..
:(:(
argh!!
i really dunno wat to tell u hmm
i really dun wan to leave u n hurt u..
im gg crazy thinking abt u too i reallyy miss you..
bt how cn i juz leave haffis juzz for you..
i really love haffis eventhough we dun meet and he dosent show me hes love..
bt still i cannt leave him..
putting me inside hes shoes i really cant.
and truthfully my heart is still with him
eventhough hw much i wanna be you bt i really cant..
i hv to choose haffis..
i have to.. i got no choice..
i really dun care if im happy or nt..
i noe ill be truly hurt n suffer bt i hv to..
its juz i have to
im sorry..
im giving it a second thought bt
please i dun want u to hope for me
and i really dun want to hurt u no more..
hurting u is like killing myself..
please i really dun wan to do this..
:(
sumone please hear me out n help me..
im stuck again.
