Saturday, March 21, 2009
frustrated!!irritated!!!
haix tats wat i'm feeling nw..
i juz can't get the hang of wats gg on
hmm i just feel like nobody juz trust me!!
wat hv i've done wrong
why must tat inciden tat hd happen long ago result such behavior..
sometime i juz dn feel belong wit my family n frens
haix i juz dunno y uh
but my dad's behavior really2 irritates me haix..
i noe its his responsibility over his daughter
but please give me some space..
i juz don get any freedom anymore..
y? i'm like being controlled over haix..
can't do thiz can't do tat..
the best thing is tat every single things tat i do
its all wrong in his eyes..
haix y must it be this way?
even though i'm sure i've done it correctly
its always wrong to him..
juz nw i've been extend fer werk uh until 1am
so ya after werk i quickly go bck hm.
shockingly my dad is still up at this hour..
n like duh
i kena scold fer like every single thing
dun they even understand tat i've just finish werk
i'm like damn tired oready my body is
like aching but still cn't they even belive me
wat ?
do i look like a LIAR!! to u all?
i've hate lying n really
i dun like to hurt anybodys heart..
wat is the scolding fer??
fer my own gd..
hmm maybe buden its nt neccessary...
wat ?
am i tat bad to u?
every thing i do its all wrong..
am i like a stupid n useless person to u??
hmmp
i'm juz irritated uh haix..
btw ppl sry fer thiz quite emo post..
hmmm
i really dunno who am i suppose to let out to...
well i'm really gr8 to hv a mum heee
hmm klah i gtg now bye2
:P
