Sunday, December 16, 2007
hello bloggy!!!!
haha hmm..
okeh today nth much n extra ordinary things happen uh
haha morning cm to werk den after werk went to vivo..
hahaha morning didn't talk much uh
coz i was nt in the mood at tat tyme...
really2 i was really pissed off by yesterday incident..
n by seeing jeevas..
even make me pissed off sey haix...
i really dun wanna talk abt yesterday uh..
the whole was fine uh..
hmm buden the incident really make me pissed off mann..
buden my cousin really make my day uh..
hmm thx yea cuz..
hmm nvr told them abt the incident uh..
buden by making myself happy in front of them..
make me feel better heeez u noe wat..
i really hate ppl tat is alwaez against me sey..
n alwaez wanna find my fault..
really hate it haix
u noe tat really pissed me off sey..
haix..u noe sumthing..bcoz of tat incident
n coz tat i'm really pissed off..
i dunno y uh buden it make me cry sey..u noe i feel so useless
n damn powerless sey..
haiz really nt in the mood buden bcoz i'll be miting my cuz..
so i've to put my best smiles uh..
hmm yea...thx yea cuz..
u noe wat its like..
feeling tat ure useless n powerless..
when everbody is against u..
n not even 1 person there to defend u
or at ur side..n ure dere all alone..
haish..
it really feels dissapointing u see ..anger tat can't be let out..
n u see i hv to deal wit thiz kind of ppl in my life..
haix y is tat so haix buden wat cn i do...
its juz life..
u noe hw it feels like like nobody on ur side..
n theres no one there fer u..
by laughing at me or making a nuisent of myself to ppl
won't make me feel better u noe..its juz hurting me..
jeeva said tat my face was red oready kn..
its nt tat i'm wat u noe..
thiz is wat i feel ..
u noe tat tyme i'm juz trying to nt let my tears out u see
or else abez sey..haix..
i dun wanna u ppl to think tat i'm like a cry baby..
i'm nt okeh..
yea i'm nt!! buden humans hv emotion correct..
if they feel like tiz..
u think wat..
try putting them in my position..
i nd to rush bck hm..
i'm rushing fer time..
yet they wan to make me like tat..
u think i want to stay there..
huh jeeva..merepek sey tkde mase uh sey aku nk stay pat
sane lagi2 ade kau merepek nye jeeva!!!
argh!! geram oku..
