weiii
hehehh hello bloggy..
haah juz feeling bored uh ahahaha
hmm juz wanna say it briefly atite
hmm yesterday nite went to jb
weeeee hahah bez sey hahah
naek kerete wewit
heeeeez hmm bought my skul bag there..
haah mum bought herself flowers
weeee ahaha so hmm we reach hm at abt 2+
am goin to 3am sey hahah
n i gt werk in the morning summore
haix so tiring haha
i wanna buy chewing gum buden tk dpt sey.
coz semue mcm da nk alek haix..
sobs sobs heehe
hmm so today heng uh i'm nt late fer werk ahaha
hmm at werk hmm as usual uh ahaha nth special happen hahah
so went bck hm at 4+ actually punch out at 3.30 arndn dere haa
buden go chit chat wit miho hahah..
funny uh she..
den summore i cn be so blur sey haix.
i didn't even notice tat tmr is new year eve..
haah i'm so way bck tyme haah
i guess i really didnt wan skul to start tats y hahha
hmm klah i gtg oready haha..
i'll update photos soon alrite heeez
buhbye tc weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
the countdown hs juz began!!
10..9..8...7...6...5...4...3....2...1..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
happy new year ppl..
welcome to 2008!!
are u all ready ppl?!!
hahah i gues i'm not haha :P


hey bloggy heeez
hmm okeh i'll talk abt today okeh..
hmm okeh 7.30 start werk..
hahah end at 3+weeeeeeeeee
hmm do mds juz now hahahhh
funny uh buden was fun uh..
hehehehe buden a little stress hee. uh
c uh i do mah ahahaha mesti uh stress haha er me
coz its like the place which i'm nt so pro at haix
hahahhmm okeh2 uh juz now..
awwww today was the last day shida'll be werking at bpp
haix ahaahaha she'll be transferingto yew tee
mcd ahahah hmm so yea haahh
last tyme to get to c her juz now..
ahahaha
kae so now i'm juz bored
heeeznth to do uh..
heee klah i gtg now
juz mish hym haix....
hmm its like a few more days sey till skul reopen haix..
i'm so nt ready fer skool haix..
hahah hmm klah buhbye :P






halooooooo
heeez long tyme ehk since i update ehk
heeez was very tired lah..
hmm briefly talking..
hmm 26 hmm nth much happen..
juz werk n miting fer dk tats all..
hahaa boring!! heez
27...
hmm didn't werk hahah yay!!!
hmm went to make my ic...
$100 sey terkopak haix ahhah
hmm den went to my cuz hse..
hahaha cos tat dat day was their mom b'dae..
weee hahaha ate cakes..
n kfc yay! famile feast ahhah
den we watch hmm enchanted at his com..
ahaha hmm was fun uh heez..
kae now abt today...
28..
hmm morning went fer np training..
hmmm walao juz feeling like wanna slap the sir sey....
haix fer nth wanna scold us..
u think fun fair isit...
scold3!!! haix..
didn't bring a ball of twine oso nd to run..
watsey today total we run like 10+ round sey arnd the field....
u now nw my legs r aching oready sey haix..
hmmm heng uh i nvr sick..
juz get a little fever sey haix..
weak kn me run alittle bit oso feeling like wanna faint oready..
haix u noe wat wen i was running rite i was like wanna faint oready sey..
i gt headache summore stupid sir haix..
npcc sux haahha bluek!
hmm den summore we end arnd 1+ goin to 2...
haix..
den at 6 i nd to werk..
haix..
i werk oso like cnnt werk sey haix heng i take my medicine b4 werk..
or else haix..i will be like a dead women there hahaa
hmm so finish werk at 12.40.
hahah hmm btw juz now saw mr sweetface hahah..
hmmm i miss hym sey buden too bad..
i juz won't even hv the chance haix..
he's getting a little action oso..
haix hmm i hope he'll change sumday hahhaa
its juz gd to noe tat he's fine now hmm :P


hmm okeh...
heez juz wanna talk abt yesterday
haha weee hmm celebrated chrismas at dhuranii place
hahaha weeeeeeeeeee hahaah actually nt celebrate uh.. juz spend tyme wit her
at her hse..
haha played games..mess up the whole room hahaa
n even accidently get sum1 injured sey..
haix..
really sey u noe dhuranii's brother's eye was like bleeding..
haix..we were all panic like hell sey ahaha
coz we promise to her aunt tat we won't get anyone injured ahaha
haix..
hmm learn how to gamble too haha
buden in gd ways hahaha
use monopoly money heeeeee
was nt so sure uh of tat game heeee
farhana did ahaha funny uh heeez..
so get bck hm at 12 + weeeee
had like a loads2 of fun..
ahahaha heeeeez so hmm abt today..
hmm didn't do much..
morning werk..
den hmmjuz stayed at hm n watch tv..
haha since a long tyme sey since i get to watch tv..
weeeeeeeeeee ahahaha
btw ppl...
MERRY CHRISMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOHOHOHOOHOHOHOHOHOHHHOOOOHHOHHOH
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I'M sanat assistance..
heeeeeeeeeeeeeee


hmm okeh abt

mr sweetface..
haix we lost contact oready sey..
haix i oso dunno lah..
hmm i think he hate me kot fer any reasons?
who noez..
he dosen't even reply my msg... my comments or anything..
haix..hmmm u noe really i juz feel like giving up sey to like hym..
i noe where i stand .
n i'm nt fit to b wit hym haix..i juz dunno uh..
i juz hope he'll be fine uh..
buden plz uh at least once..
msg me or talk to me or be wit me..
once tats all i nd..
haix tell me ure okeh,..
spend the whole day wit me..
haix.. once only..hmmp,,..
i noe i can't put high hopes...
haix its only a wish uh..
tat won't cum true pon haix..

mr d..
hmm u wanna noe abt hym..
he's a mcd crew..
same store wit me..
he cute..
n he's cool..
hmm haaha i juz like to c hym uh..
hahahah mcm terpikat..
hahaa tapi tk uh...
tkkn nyer!!! haish!

mr sha..
he's a mcd rider..
hmm dunno hym so much uh..
juz trying to get to noe
hym better heeeez...

btw i mish all my frenz,....
ahha naz finah..nad... insyrah.. hawa..
haix..
ILY all uh heeez hmm


ello bloggy..
hmm nth best happen lah...
hahahhhmm start the day wit werk uh..
hahhaha funny uh wit zong xi arnd..
hahaha hmm so after werk...
went to mit wit my family at payar lebar..
weeeeeeeee hahaha go geylang haha..
buden i nvr buy anything uh heeeez..
hmm den go woodlands eat..
weeeeeeeee gahahaha i hungry sey
buden i nvr get wat i wan uh..
so juz eat lor lapar sey ahahaa
hmm so after eat went bck hm..
ahaha
juz bored uh heez..
hmm i'll post another post ltr yea..
heeez bye


hey bloggy!!!!!!!! heeez
hmmm haha okeh..
errr abt today ehk.
same thing hahah boring lar sey ahahahhah
hmm hmm morning wake up n went to werk.....
hahah den after werk went bck hm uh ahhaha
waited fer my cuz to cum over.. haahhaha
u noe tunggu sampai tertdo sey..
lame ahahahaha
so at hm use the com fer awhile..
den do my hw hahaha
tats nt exactly a hw uh ahahh
till tertdo aww..
haaaha so wake up finish doing the hw
den went to bp.. bought mc spicy meal..
argh!!!!!!!!! its so spicy.. buden sedap!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahhha so share it wit my cuz n mom..
ahjahaha
went wit finah n his brother uh haaaah
go bp ahah sorry yea me late..
ahaha than saw sharizan.
weeeeeeeee
wheres the other riders go??
aahhaa OMG..
haahha hmm thx yea finah for helping me do the books
ahaha thx3 haahah sampai tertdo kte uat sey/...
haahah yay!!!!!!!!!!! my cuz will be staying at my hse
till mon yay!!!
hahahhaha yea!! mish hym..
hahhahha\da lame sey tk spend tyme ngn my cuz...
hahh sorry yea cuz...
heeeeezzzzzz
hmm i gtg now..

hahahha b4tat..
i wanna say tat i juz feel like giving up sey wit mr sweetface..
haix..i noe tats its totally impossible sey..
hmmmm juz hope tat he'll be happy
wit whoever he'll be wit..
n i hope he's fine..
if he only noe how much i miss hym n luv hym ehk!!!!!! haix...
y must he be like tiz haix!

haha klau bye nites ppl heee





hey bloggy..
hmmm dun wanna talk much uh..hahah
sooooooo hmmm today morning werk..
hmm den finish werk went to causeway heheheh
to watch movie yay!! haaha
yasir treat hahah..
thx yea yasi appreciate it alot..heeez..
n yea 1 more thing..
i'm sorry i'm late heeez...
we watch alvin n the chipmunks heeez..
they are like soo damn adorable heez...
the most adorable is theodore hahahaha nxt alvin then simon..
weeeeeeeeeee hahhahha
hmm theodore is so cute..
hahan yea i rreally enjoy the movie..
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heeez..
hmm okeh i'm feeling kinda dizzy rite now haix..
dunno uh maybe i'm too tired..
juz ate my medicine n i'm off to bed hahha
hmm okeh nitez yea ppl...
hheehhehe bye tc..
n yea do tagg...
haaha

to finah..
wat..
mr sweetface or mr D ehk..hahhahah
i'm sure i haven't ans ur Q
hmmm surely the 1 tat alwaez.. in my heart is mr sweetface uh
heeez mcm tk phm jek..
haix i hope he's fine heeez






oitz!!
hhaahah ello bloggy..
hmm abt today...
i skip np uh..
hahah sorry guys haha i nd to sumthing more important than np lah sey..
haahaha to replaced all my lost card..
buden now only i've left wit my ic uh
haaaahhhah hmmm haix,..
juz wanna say thx uh to finah n also nadia...
hahaaha thx yea fer teman-ing me haahah
hee appreciate it alot hehe thx yea....
hmm okeh after tat like abt 3+ off i went to werk..
hahaah buden first i mit up wit ayim first uh..
haaah den we go watch POKEMON
haahahha yay!!! cute uh haahaha
cutest pickachu haaha
so at werk..mmm the whole day do DK
hahah hmm guess wat it was sooooooooooooo
boring hahaa DK mah haix..
buden was a little gerek uh..
hahaha coz gt sum ppl tat sit there...
hee tat i cn chat wit..
ilang lar siket boring haix..
hmm 1 more thing b4 i end..
mr sweetface has finally been discharge frm
hospital buden now he's in quarenteen uh..
haix..i wonder how mr sweetface is now..
hmm hope he's fine uh haix...i'm shocked sey to noe tat u went in to hospital haix..
hmm i so miss mr sweetface...
hmmp :P


ello bloggy..
i'm back..
hahaha kae..so todae ..
actually wake up late uh ahaa so mit up wit finah at 10
hahhha den went to the fjr police post there uh.
coz the police post was close in pending there..
hahhaha hmm so we bothe made a police report uh.
hahhah actually i was scared uh alittle bithaha..
buden by seeing finah face really uh/..
hahahha make me laugh..
u noe i ask her cum to me uh so like together2 make the report..
hahaha den she dun wan den she laugh..
haix..hahhah den u noe the police officer were oso funny sey...
heng uh i nvr kena the fierce officer..
haha kae skip..
so after making the report all tat..wen to fjr mcd n ate breakfast..
hahh walao i eat slow sey haix..haha
so after tat den we get ourself to sch..to buy the sch books..
haix..i nvr get the malay books uh..
if i noe gue da potong jln dulu beb hahaha
hmm so went to my hse n hv a rest uh hahah
talk3 hmm den sent finah to her hse uh..
met up wit naz n went bck home..
haha met up wit my mom n bro..
n go to bpp..'
take my photo fer the ic..
then went to sheng shong to buy some groceries..
then went bck hm..
at arnd 8+ went bck to bp collect my photo..
u c hw much trouble i gt myself into wen i juz los my wallet..
haix..i hope it will be return to me..
plz uh..
haix..hahaha btw thx finah..
fer acompaning me all the while hahah
thx yea appreciate it alot.
ahaa i gues i hv a very long n bz day today..
hahaha so i gtg now uh hahaha buhbye tc...


ello bloggy...
haix u noe..
i'm such a bad luck gurl huh.. today we went to
sentosa..
'np outing' u cn call it haix..
buden rite..
haish..
i've lost my wallet there haix..
i oso dunno uh wat happen actually..
only when we were at the bustop i relised
haix walao.. like wat sey..
y muz it alwaez be me..
1st i've lost my ezlink card..
now ive lost my wallet..
den wat haix..
u noe theres so many important things inside sey haix..
i hope tat it will be found bck.
haix..u noe wat i've told my mom abt it oready..
haix n now she'd mad at me coz..
tat i'm so careless.. haix..
i oso dunno wat to say oready uh..
ya lah its my fault buden ite..
the things had happened oready..
wat cn i do.. haix..
tmr i'm gonna make a police report uh..
n gonna buy my sch books..haha
hmm juz wanna say..
dosen't mean if i look as fer normal
laughing n smiling all the way..
it dosen't mean tat i dun even care okeh..
i really care haix..
u see wat the use of crying n panicking
rite the thing is lost oready.
n its too late..
wat u mean if i cry n panic my wallet will cum bck to me,...
no rite haix..
kae hmm juz hope tat the police officer will understand uh..
n nt scold me coz of my carelessness
i noe my mistake..n ya finah..
kte da sedar.
da lame dah buden wat cn i do...
klau bende da nk ilang tkle uat pape per..
haix...u can't blame it on me correct..
hahah hmm btw thx guys fer the fun at sentosa..
i really enjoy it alot..
n ya i'm sorry tat bcoz of me u all..
hv to search fer my wallet..
i'm really3 damn sorry okeh..
i didn't mean it sorry if i make u stress nad..
heez..hmm u noe wat..
i think mazlan gf wanna
carik psl wit me sey..
i oso dunno wats wrong wit thiz gurl..
she juz hate me alot..
u noe like ALOT..
haix haah


hello bloggy!!!!
haha hmm..
okeh today nth much n extra ordinary things happen uh
haha morning cm to werk den after werk went to vivo..
hahaha morning didn't talk much uh
coz i was nt in the mood at tat tyme...
really2 i was really pissed off by yesterday incident..
n by seeing jeevas..
even make me pissed off sey haix...
i really dun wanna talk abt yesterday uh..
the whole was fine uh..
hmm buden the incident really make me pissed off mann..
buden my cousin really make my day uh..
hmm thx yea cuz..
hmm nvr told them abt the incident uh..
buden by making myself happy in front of them..
make me feel better heeez u noe wat..
i really hate ppl tat is alwaez against me sey..
n alwaez wanna find my fault..
really hate it haix
u noe tat really pissed me off sey..
haix..u noe sumthing..bcoz of tat incident
n coz tat i'm really pissed off..
i dunno y uh buden it make me cry sey..u noe i feel so useless
n damn powerless sey..
haiz really nt in the mood buden bcoz i'll be miting my cuz..
so i've to put my best smiles uh..
hmm yea...thx yea cuz..

u noe wat its like..
feeling tat ure useless n powerless..
when everbody is against u..
n not even 1 person there to defend u
or at ur side..n ure dere all alone..
haish..

it really feels dissapointing u see ..anger tat can't be let out..
n u see i hv to deal wit thiz kind of ppl in my life..
haix y is tat so haix buden wat cn i do...
its juz life..
u noe hw it feels like like nobody on ur side..
n theres no one there fer u..
by laughing at me or making a nuisent of myself to ppl
won't make me feel better u noe..its juz hurting me..
jeeva said tat my face was red oready kn..
its nt tat i'm wat u noe..
thiz is wat i feel ..
u noe tat tyme i'm juz trying to nt let my tears out u see
or else abez sey..haix..
i dun wanna u ppl to think tat i'm like a cry baby..
i'm nt okeh..
yea i'm nt!! buden humans hv emotion correct..
if they feel like tiz..
u think wat..
try putting them in my position..
i nd to rush bck hm..
i'm rushing fer time..
yet they wan to make me like tat..
u think i want to stay there..
huh jeeva..merepek sey tkde mase uh sey aku nk stay pat
sane lagi2 ade kau merepek nye jeeva!!!
argh!! geram oku..



life is short.
so dont be so emo when you dont
get the person you love.
move on!


hmm
hahaah juz now went to jln bahtera..
yippee..hhaahahha was fun lar sey..
hahaa but den a little bit didn't turn out well uh..
overall its okae..hahhaa..
kae..so yesterday slept at 4+ goin to 5am sey hahaah
funny uh hahahh..den i need to wake up early sey fer werk..
hahahah hmm..so my werk start frm 8..
so i woke up like abt 7+
hahahh i only get 2 hours of sleep sey hahaha..
den after werk..rest fer awhile den
off i go to jln bahterah campsite
hahah reached the camsite arnd 7+
hahha far sey we walk hahah like nvr end like tat hahahha
yay!! i enjoyed the campfire uh..
hahah well done pls hahah
buden i noticed tat 1 grp were nt too high uh at tat tyme..
so they nt much of them join in the fun..
hahhah yeah overall the campfire was okeh uh..
haha hmm summore wat..
walao i nd to stand in front sey to lead the songs..
hahah watsey.. paisey rabak gue..haix..
haha buden it was fun uh hhaha buden the funny thing is..
my voice is a little bit out of tune hahhaah..
noe y..coz i shout like a siow gurl uh at there b4 leading the song..
hahah heng sey..nvr rain.
tat mean ... my voice is good bluek..
hahaa jkjk..
hmm i'm actually missing mr sweetface uh..
haix u noe i'm like waiting frm juz now sey to chat wit hym..haix...
haix..buden there is prawns behind the rocks mann..
hahha he's only appearing offline..
haix..maybe dun wanna talk to me uh tu haix..
sobs2 haish..
u noe i so miss hym sey ..
i juz dunno wat to do haix...
:(


hey..
juz feeling bored uh rite now..
hahahah hmm chatting wit saiful on msn..
hahahah fun lar sey chat wit hym..
u noe i cn spend the rest of the nite
juz to chat wit hym sey hahah
i won't even mind haha
hahahah hmm okeh..so juz finish my
construction at his blog
hahaha aiya cn make me pening
larsey haha..hahh buden its okeh..
yay!!!! at last i get it hehe,..
buden nt so complete uh haha..
hmm i juz feel happy uh.
as i n mr sweetface get in contact toogether
again..i juz mish hym sey haix..
hahah klah i'll update again soon uh kae n i'll upload picx..
sum other tyme,..
dun werry hahahahA


kae err..nw
i juz dunno wat to do uh..
i still can't forget hym..
n get hym out of my mind haix...
hmm err juz happy tat we get to chat tat tyme hahah
laugh wit hym alot sey..
hmm juz mish being wit hym..
haix i oso get to noe tat
he's gt a crush..
hahah must be very pretty ehk..
haix..i juz hope tat 1 day
i'll get to spend tyme wit hym uh haix..
miss hym so much sey..
haix buden tat impossible..
as juz to be wit hym also cnnt
hmm juz dunno lah wat to do.
haix waiting fer hym is juz useless sey..
n i'm actually kinda scared tat
my past experience will happen again haiz


hey been bz lately hehe
wit werk n stuff haha
so i'm only free wen its nite..
hehe guess wat yay!!
hahaha i've finally gt a laptop
heeez love it mann hahaha
buden i'm quite new wit thiz thing hahhahha
soo i'm abit slow uh hmm
at werk err..
i've been goin bck home late lately
hahah like the latest was like err..
4+ in the morning
hahha so take cab wit maybelyn
hahha thx yea..
hahaha hmm okeh i'll update again abt my self yea again ..
abt me n mr sweetface
hahah i've been quite bz too wit project n pltc stuff..
hmm hahah so till here yea heez
i'll update again hahah
hmm insyirah..
err mesti uh u noe the quote at my last post
hahaah tgk uh sape yg cipta quote tu heee
:D


hmm some qoute tat i found it meaningful.....


to mr sweet face..

waiting fer u is like waiting fer rain in the stout..

u noe wat i'm like waiting fer the things tat won't come to me...
things tats impossible..
ui think being wit u is impossible fer me...
haix..

hmm some werds tat cn help..u..
hhaha



NeVEr lEt thE feAr
fRoM stRiKiNg oUt.
.kEEp u fRm plAYinG ThE GAmE!!



hmm juz feeling like posting a post..
ahah hmm abt me n mr sweet face..
hmm okae first tyme i met hym..i was attracted to hym..
buden i noe where i stand ni noe tat he's too gd fer me..
so i juz move on..
okeh den 1 day mr sweet face told me tat he like me..
hmm buden tat tyme i was attached
haix so he didn't tell me..
buden wen he told me he was wit another girl..
hmm so too bad..
u noe wat..
since the day tat he told me tat he once lke me..
hmm till now he's in my heart u noe..
buden its really hard to ferget hym..
he's now wit another gurl n still i like hym..
tat is like a crime mann..
haix..buden i juz hv to stop no matter wat..
hmm to mr sweet face..
u noe..
i've been waiting fer u like fer a very long tyme..
n i nvr giv up on luvin u..
buden now..
i juz feel tat i'm juz nth to u.. haix.. i juz mish u sweet face..



When The Moon no longer Glows in the dark,
When the sun's fire no longer Burns,
when you are no longer in my heart
only then will you come into my life


hey blog..
hehe...i'm actually bored uh heez..
hmm today was quite a boring day uh at first..
buden in the ltr part hmm was fun heez..
laugh alot actually..
n there was 1 guy uh haha he's cute sey..
ahaha funny uh heez...
hmmsummore just now i came late to werk aiyo ahaha
was funny uh ahhaha
i woke up several tyme oready...
buden sleep bck den 1 time i woke up like 12+ oreadyy..
i really rush sey ahaha
bath n rush to werk ahahha
cum to werk like very2 blur sey haayhah
juz woke up mah..nt my fault..
ahahah i was damn tired mann..
heez..
so juz now came bck at 12+
hahaha my mom think i werk fer 12 hours sey..
ahaha buden actuall no uh haahha juz hanging arnd wit finah
hhaaa hmm had fun uh heez..talk n talk non stop hee..
hmm finah thx yea fer ur tags haaha
yea hahah i agree uh wit u..
buden rite tgk2 alek kn
i dun really think he phm uh or get the msg..
haix he juz couldn't get it n noe tat i really2 love hym
haix..
buden its okeh uh haah da slalu da diperlakukn bergini
ahhhah mcm phm gue..btw thx fer the advice yea
ahaha
n yea i really2 mish you..
ahahahah jumpe esok ye heez..
ツ ツ


hey3!!!!!!!
heheheeheheh today was fun uh heeez..
get myself all wet sey heez...
n yea 1 thing yay!! i manage to make finah wet
yay!!! like at last shes wet heez...
hmm so mornig gt np thingy..
walao the PYA project like siao mann..
haix..hard sey haish..
after tat hmm we hang out till 3+
den wen to skul fer
prefect graduation thingy..
hmm okeh uh buden alittle bit boring
wen part the teambuilding game buden
i really enjoy the water bomb yay!! heez.. n the bbQ hee
hmm after tat hang out till 10+
hmm juz wanna say thx to my frens uh fer being there
wen i nd u all really i really2 appreciate it mann..
i'm so glad tat u understand...
hmm thx yea..finah..syirah...nadia..
heez... n 1 more thing..
i really miss us together like old times..
n i really2 miss the old finah tat i use to noe..
hahahah love u all... :D
i juz dunno uh abt hym..
i juz hope tat 1 day he'll find out 1 day..
the real thing tat i'm trying to tell hym..
i juz luv hym n can't forget abt hym..
buden i juz dun think it'll werk..
haix...y!!! haish..
i juz hope tat hell be okeh... even though nw he's stess
abt sumthing..
:D