Thursday, November 29, 2007
hey again..
hmm nowaday i've been feeling quite dwn uh haix..
eh i mish hym haish..
buden wat to do i must noe where i stand..
n wether i'm fit or nt..
i'm nt special i'm nt perfect..
i'm nt pretty..i'm juz nth haix..
i heard tat he like sum1 else oready..
haix..n i think..
i'm no longer in his heart..
1 tiny place also no..
he juz dun care abt me anymore haix..
n y am i felling tiz way..
y am i still waiting
fer hym while its useless..
i'm juz tired of getting my heart broken again n again..
y mus i still keep feeling fer hym while he jz dn care abt me anymore..
y?
haix..i'm really nan idiot cn u see tat..
buden its hard fer me to forget hym..
tats the problem..
noeing tat he had a crush on sumbody cn
make me feel sad..
i'm juz useless mann..
haix...i juz dunno wat to do..
n who to tell to haix...
i'm juz alone mann..
even telling my brother wouldnt help..
he has no time fer me..
haix... :(
hey haahah
i'm back yay!!! heez..feel gd to be bck mann..
my body really2 ache mann..
haix..
okae i've learn abt the new singaporean
heez...
i had fun uh during the camp..
haix..mrs wong the sch principle will be leaving the sch tiz yr haix..
so sad ahahah
i'll miss her mann..
hahahahhha
okeh the new singaporean course heee
S... Socially responsible
I... innovative
N... Nett Giver
G... Globalised
A... Attuned
P... Problem Solver
O...Opportunity Seeker
R.... Resilient
E...Educated
A...Adaptablity
N....Nation conscious
heez..yea a really get to learn alot frm tiz camp heez
hmm i'll update again kae..
juz wait..
buden rite through out tiz cmp..
hmm i sumtimez feel lft out mann..
in my grp..
haix..juz dunno y..
heez..
:D
Monday, November 26, 2007
hey yesterday juz came bck from ATC!!
heez..feel gd to be bck buden tmr i'll be goin fer another camp again
ahahha haix..watsey,...
my face become dark oready isk2 hahaa
buden ATC was okeh uh..
made new frens..
yay!! n my group won the bez grp yay!!
heez btw i juz wanna say sorry tat i say tat our grp is
boring in the begining heez sorry okeh..
3oes is the bez i'm gonna miss u guys heez..
i take bck my words on saying the grp is very boring heez..
buden i hd fun though during the camp heez..
nalso tired..damn tired mann heez..
buden i really enjoy seeing the ppl over there heez..
the sirs tat i've long tyme seen ahaha n also my camp mates
heez..hmm so...
buhbye haha i gtg now need to get ready fer tmr camp heez..
i really mish hym!! haix
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
hey hello bloggy heez...
now is like 2+ am
haaha boring uh..
i juz can't get myself to bed uh haix..
maybe i'm thinking too much
hahah buden now....i dunno wat i'm goin to do wit my life uh n wat goin to happen to me...
i oni noe tata i'll juz let everything happens happen
ahhah get me heez..
hmm juz geting tired of being sad ahhha
hahah weird rite..
buden its true..
its really tiring u noe heez..
ahhah hmm i'm juz gonna try to be the crazy me..
hahahah yay!!!
buden wateva it is i'll continue to let
out a smile on my face okeh
heez...
klah...
hmm btw i think i'm nt be able to post much uh
hahah err from 22 to 28 nov heez...
coz i'll be attending camps..
so..
wen i'm free i'll post again okeh heez..
=)
Friday, November 16, 2007
hey bloggy..
hmmp..
i dun noe wth i've done today..
buden i oni noe tats its really2 wrong thing to do mann..
haix..how stupid cn i be haix..
i juz came bck to the happie me n now i'm bck again haix..
walao..!!! haish..
okeh..i think he saw wats on the comp..
n the thing is its gonna cause me damn bad trouble haix..
btw i'm sowei okeh if u seen anything which is on the comp..
haix..
walao.. how stupid cn i be...
n how much an idiot i am haix..
..he juz left like tat..
haix i dunno uh wat to do haish..
hmmp..i juz hope tat he won't hate me haix..
hmm kae..
i'll try to be happie...
buden i can't promise uh haish..
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
harlow.
heez..i'm bck the crazy mie..
buden nt fully recover uh..
budemn now i noe hw to manage it oready
haaha so now i'm nt so stress or sad all the tyme
yAY!!! heez...
hmm
okeh buden nw i gt 1 new thing..
haix hahaha wat sey..
hmm juz bcoz i nvr buy hym ciggerates
he wanna scold..
does he even thinking..
if i kena caught or wat..
i'm the 1 hu will be responsible fer it
nt hym!!! haix..
den he anyhow oni wanna scold me hmmp..
haish..
klah..i juz dun wanna think so much
ahaahah ltr i get myself stress or sad again
haix ahhahaha
hmm i think i better smile alwaez hahaha :)
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Friday, November 9, 2007
hey harlow bloggy..
heez..i've tried to forget my probs abit kwang3
ahah n i'm bck ahahah
hmmm as its my brothers birthday on the 7 nov
so as his lovely sister..
i must stop being sad correct hahah buden juz fer now ahhaha
kwang3
heez..
kae happie b'dae yea to NAzURAH!!!
hahah which is on the 5 nov heez
HAPPIE B"DAE to ibrahim..
heez which falls on the 6
n to my brother..
happie b'dae..
which is on the 7 nov hee
love hym alot..
n yea hmm i didn't bought much fer hym buden i will..
n i will try to anything to make hym happy heez...
ILY!! hahah i noehe hd a very beautiful present in his life alrite heheheh
:D
n n n...
happie b'dae yea to ZAFRI...
hahahah sowie i can't celebrate wit u all..
ahhaha klau celebrate pon mcm ape kn nnt
sibok lak kte haix..
ahahah
btw i hope u all hv a very beautiful day ahhaha on ur b'dae heez...
n may all ur wish cm true....
hahaha :D :D
Saturday, November 3, 2007
hey bloggy..
hmmp nth unsual todae..
spend the day out wit my family n my cousinz
hee..
kae..
its insyira b'dae mann..
hahaahha happie b'dae yea insyirah..
luv u alot..
heez..
put all ur probs n sorrows away far2
okeh todae n juz enjoy urself kae syg
heez..
ly..nth unsual happen..
todae i really tried my bez to stay happie
while going out wit my couz haha
n i enjoyed goin out wit them heez..luv them alot wahaaahahha
hmm klah i'll upload pic okeh
:)
Friday, November 2, 2007
picx.. heez..a day out wit syirah!! yay! at the gym heez.. hope we'll stay as fren forever..
u really mean alot to me..
luv u keciq!! :)
hey i dun reAlly noe
wat happen actually uh buden
i get to noe tat ayim is in the hospital..
is it true..
if its true r u okeh..
how u feeling..
n wth actually happen to u..
i hope tat ure fine..
i can't c u in hospital..
i noe n realised who i am..
so i juz hope tat ure okeh..
if theres any news..
i hope tat ppl do tell me..
i'm worried...
take gd care of urself n do recover
soon okeh.. :)
i hope ure fine...
i noe tat u dn even want me to care buden
as a fren..
yea i really do care..
