Saturday, October 27, 2007
hey okae i dun wanna tlk abt todae..
its juz fer normal buden alittle bit worse..
hmm haish..
okeh..
theres 1 guy in my life tat happens to be my x
uh okeh..
i've done like a damn big mistake towards hym..
n i really regret it uh..
kae n now..
me n hym r a complete stranger..
i wanna tell u tat..
its nt tat i dn wanna talk to u..
its nt tat i hate u..
its actually quite painful u noe fer me..
to read wat u text to me..hows ur
reactions towards me..
i really feel damn bad..
plz dun u punish me like tiz..
okae friends like u said its like a toys
it will nt last long buden..
i really dun wan to loose any frens in my life u noe..
even in the future..
i hope tat we r all friends...
hmmi saw u juz now..
ur reaction actually made me feel a little bit sad u noe...
n i'm actually hurt..
now i trying to stay happie but
deep inside only god noes....
wat i feel..
k i being friend wit me is a crime..
n now u won wan to be frens wit me anymore.. i noe tat fer u..
u won feel anything i mean u won't be hurt or wat
coz i noe tat udu even care anymore abt me..haish..
but by hurting me n make me feel bad will make u feel hapi..
its okae n its fine wit me..
i noe tat u dun even care abt me but pls..
wen see me dun show me tat ure
like piss of juz by seeing my face..
coz wen u do tat ..
tat makes me feel sad..
even if u dn care but plz... plz..
i'm really2 sorry okeh.. :(
even though u said tat u forgive me oready..
buden..i dun get tat
coz by ur actions..
i noe tat u hv nt even forgive me..
hmmp..
plz i'm sorry okeh nplz dun punish me like tiz..
