Love, Peace & Tranquility

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

eh!!!!

y must tiz kind of thing keep happening to me..

y must it be like so out of a sudden...

y must i keep loosing my frens..

my best frens...

hmmp..

am i a very bad fren till

everyone hate me n wanna stop being their fren..

wat hv i've done....

i'm sorry okae if i've done things tat r really bad or wrong tat might

probably hurt ur heart!!

i'm really sorry..

if u wan to noe finah..

the pm tat says sorry referring to tiz..

nth else..

i really dun wanna loose a fren like u okeh..

i told u b4

everything n hw much frens

means to me..

it means alot okae

there no life without fren..

haix..

y must all thiz keep happening to me..

:'(

Sunday, October 28, 2007

juz thinking....

hey..
2day i nvr see hym anymore..
hmm maybe fer the rest of my life i think..
i dun understand..
i noe its my fault buden y
muz u punish me like tiz..
i noe u dn care buden y?
now i'm smiling..
buden behind all the smiles..
theres actually sadness..
i may look like i'm nt thinking abt anything
buden behind right in my mind
theres so many things tat i think abt..
theres so many problems tat i think abt..
i dun wan to show..if i'm sad or anything..
n i'll try my best nt to even show it..
actually nw i'm still hurt uh abt the incident..
buden i juz can do nth..
hmmp..
wanna say thx to apul ahha
i thought u dun even care abt me anymore
heez :) thx fer ur concern..
i will try nt to even show u tat i'm sad okae..
hmmp :(
i'm juz confuse abt wats happening now..
i'm now juz out of control n
i'm lost..
sum1 plz tell me y?

Saturday, October 27, 2007

hey okae i dun wanna tlk abt todae..
its juz fer normal buden alittle bit worse..
hmm haish..
okeh..
theres 1 guy in my life tat happens to be my x
uh okeh..
i've done like a damn big mistake towards hym..
n i really regret it uh..
kae n now..
me n hym r a complete stranger..
i wanna tell u tat..
its nt tat i dn wanna talk to u..
its nt tat i hate u..
its actually quite painful u noe fer me..
to read wat u text to me..hows ur
reactions towards me..
i really feel damn bad..
plz dun u punish me like tiz..
okae friends like u said its like a toys
it will nt last long buden..
i really dun wan to loose any frens in my life u noe..
even in the future..
i hope tat we r all friends...
hmmi saw u juz now..
ur reaction actually made me feel a little bit sad u noe...
n i'm actually hurt..
now i trying to stay happie but
deep inside only god noes....
wat i feel..
k i being friend wit me is a crime..
n now u won wan to be frens wit me anymore.. i noe tat fer u..
u won feel anything i mean u won't be hurt or wat
coz i noe tat udu even care anymore abt me..haish..
but by hurting me n make me feel bad will make u feel hapi..
its okae n its fine wit me..
i noe tat u dun even care abt me but pls..
wen see me dun show me tat ure
like piss of juz by seeing my face..
coz wen u do tat ..
tat makes me feel sad..
even if u dn care but plz... plz..
i'm really2 sorry okeh.. :(
even though u said tat u forgive me oready..
buden..i dun get tat
coz by ur actions..
i noe tat u hv nt even forgive me..
hmmp..
plz i'm sorry okeh nplz dun punish me like tiz..

Thursday, October 25, 2007

kae
actually i dunno wat to post uh..
hmm okae lets talk abt wat i treasure most n abt life
i treasure my family den my frens than my stuff..
kae..i'll juz talk abt frens...
hmm..sum of the person i care abt..
nadia...insyirah..hanisah..saiful..finah..ayim.. n many2 otherz uh..
these are whom i cared most..
HaNIsaH
plz dun be sad okae..
i really care abt u..i'm really sorry tat sumtimes..
i fail to be there fer u wen u need me..
i reli regret leving u all alone..
i noe tat u hv so many probs n yet..i do like tat
i'm sorri okae..
i realli wan to help u
if there anything tat i cn do fer u to be okae i will..
really belief me..
:)
NaDiA
ure a really great fren fer me..
i really treasure u alot..
n i'm sowie too sumtimes i fail to be a gr8 fren fer u..
i really wan u ..finah..n insyirah pluz me
to be frens again..
i love u... okeh
n i really dun wan to even loose a fren like u...
thx fer everything...
thx fer being my friend wen i'm lonely nthx fer being there fer me...
:)
SyIRaH..
hey u've been a great fren fer me..
thx fer being there fer me okeh..
i'm sowie sumtimes i've turn dwn..
n if i fail to be there fer u..
anything u wan to share abt rmb theres me..
i'm alwaez here fer u..
thanks as uve been my fren wen i nd 1
u've been my adiser wen i nd 1
n u've been my great fren wen i really need u..
thx..
:)
sAiFuL...
hey thx fer being my fren..
i really care abt you..
i really wan to help u wen u need 1
i really wan to cheer u up wen ure sad
buden i'm sowie sumtimes i can't
u're a great fren fer me...
i really appreciate tat..
i wanna help u buden its hard sumtimes as
i dn even hv the chance to be wit u n talk to u..
i juz hope u're feeling okeh..
i juz can't bear seeing u sad or hurt..
i noe u're hurt rite now...
i hope tat u'll be fine soon..i've gt sumthing to tell u..
i really hope tat i cn be by ur side..
:)
FiNAh..
hey i'm sorry tat sumtimes i failed
to be there fer u wen u nd me..
n i'm sowie tat i failed to be ur best fren..
ILY..thx fer being there fer me okae..
i really appreciate it..
i really luv to be ur fren ni juz can't bear loosing u as my fren..
i really hope tat..u ..me..syirah..n nad will be together
as best frens again..
:)
aYiM
i'm sowie fer everything tat i've done..
all the mistakes tat i've made..
i'm sowie tat i failed to be ur gf..
buden please again i'm saying tiz...
i really appreciate fer everything tat u've don fer me ..
i'm sorry n i dun wan to loose a fren like u...
i really dun wan tat to happen ..wateva
tat will happen in the future we won't noe
buden i hope tat we'll still be fren no matter wat happen..
n i promise ..
:)

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

hey todae was a fun dae
at park mall learning abt poisture haah
fun taw heez,..
coach cindy roxs mann..
hhahh
kae..
i juz hope tat he's fine..
i heard he's felling rather dwn lately..
hmmp i juz dun wanna hym to be sad i juz wan hym
to be happy n whacky like he alwaez
was hmmp..
i juz can't bear seeing hym in pain n sad
if he's hurt ..
i will want to try to cure hym..
hmmp wat should i do!!!!
i'll upload picx ltr kae..]
now i gtg so bye..
shh dun tell anyone okae..
if u noe who he is
heez..:) :)

Thursday, October 18, 2007

hey..
hmm ienjoyed myself yesterday..
heez.. learning abt hairstyling
hahaha heez..wit coach luke
hee todae was okae uh..
actually felling sleepy fer the session..
its really intresting wen it comes the part
on testing the product
hahah =) overall todae was okae uh..
oni feel slightly down..
buden its okae uh hahah.=)
klah i'll update new picx buden nt
hari raya 1..
its b4 raye..
hahah wen puase..
hari raye is like any other normal day sey..
so boring hahah..

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

2ND DAE OF RAYE.

ALL IN BLUE

WEEEEEEEEEEeeeee!!