Monday, September 10, 2007
hey
bloggy...
hahahah yea so now..
my life is juz hmmp okok oni uh..
juz trying my bez to smile..
hahah n i'm really trying to forget sumone...
haix i now realised
wat goin happen to me haix..
all gonna go dwn fer me..
so better i go dwn first b4
the situation makes me go dwn..
haix..
i juz hv to accept the fact uh...
he hv sum1 else now.
n he will nvr even rmb me anymore uh..
i stop contact wit hym oready uh..
haix..juz hear little news abt hym...
hmmp...wats the point of me waiting fer hym
wen his happie oready...
haiix wit sum1 else..
n me...
juz here All alone haix..
wats all tiz..
i'm scared if i still wait fer hym..
fer a very2 long tyme like
how many years like tat
dEn i'll be ...
haix dunno uh
i juz dn wan my past to repeat again..
n my past hv made me hurt..
i dn wanna be hurt again..
i juz wan happiness..
n tat happiness i cn only get
wen i'm wit hym..
i dunno uh wat i'm saying..
buden i juz hv to accept the fact..
n only the fact..
tat is i hv to let hym go..
its okae fer me to be hurt..
nt u being hurt..
hmmp..
n the only thing i want is
u to be HAPPY..
only u..
even though wen ure happy i'm sad..
n maybe bcoz u r happy i hurt..
its okae..
i juz wan u to be happy..
n u will be happy wen u're wit her..
so i hv to let it be..
i dn wan to do anything wrong to ur relationship..
i juz wan ur relationship to last..
tats all..
so i noe tata u dn care abt me..
so i'll juz leave alrite..
ther will alwaez u in my heart
budn i really3 have to let the
felling go..
haix..
u're happy wit her..
its fine n okae wit me....
u muz always be happie..
n nt the opposite..
okae..hmmp...=(
