Friday, September 28, 2007
haish..
i lost my dairy
ergh..
haish..now hmmp..
dunnoe lah wat okae..
i really need sum1 uh to chat wit..
abt my feelings..
hmmp..
kae..many unexpected thigs happen uh..
n made hym stress..
n me even exams uh comin..
i still can't concentrate
haix..
he's stress i'm even more stress..
i written before..
the only thing i want is u to be happie..
n now wat..
i dun wan u to be sad..
i dun wan u to cry..
if only i can do sumthing..
haish..
i really wan to do anything to help u..
n fer u to be happie...
juz can't bear to see u sad..
like juz now..
even though u see me happie..
its only on the outside..
inside..only god noes how in pain i am..
how hurt i am ..
haix..klah i'll update again wen i'm free...
i juz mish hym...
=(
Monday, September 24, 2007
haloo bloggy..
haha hmm kae long tyme since i last update..
hahah hmm my life is err can't sae bad so..
err its okae..
hmm my mood n behavior has change lately..
haix..
i became angry fer nth..
n my heart juz can't stay peace
haix..
its juz life tat making me feel tiz way..
buden thiz is very hurtful..
juz wanna sae to the ppl out there..
my fren...
i'm sowie. if my behavioy has change
buden i'll try to change it okae..
i oso can't bear behaving tiz way..
haix.hmm kae so i'll try to smile all the way okae..
n nt show my negative emotions out to ppl..
i'll try okAE..
hmm nxt week exams..
haix..well gd luck okae..
Monday, September 10, 2007
hey
exams r juz arnd the corner guys...
good luck okae..
study hard..
haha juz wanna wish happie b'dae
to nadia...kakak ani...n dhuranii..
hahha =)
hey
bloggy...
hahahah yea so now..
my life is juz hmmp okok oni uh..
juz trying my bez to smile..
hahah n i'm really trying to forget sumone...
haix i now realised
wat goin happen to me haix..
all gonna go dwn fer me..
so better i go dwn first b4
the situation makes me go dwn..
haix..
i juz hv to accept the fact uh...
he hv sum1 else now.
n he will nvr even rmb me anymore uh..
i stop contact wit hym oready uh..
haix..juz hear little news abt hym...
hmmp...wats the point of me waiting fer hym
wen his happie oready...
haiix wit sum1 else..
n me...
juz here All alone haix..
wats all tiz..
i'm scared if i still wait fer hym..
fer a very2 long tyme like
how many years like tat
dEn i'll be ...
haix dunno uh
i juz dn wan my past to repeat again..
n my past hv made me hurt..
i dn wanna be hurt again..
i juz wan happiness..
n tat happiness i cn only get
wen i'm wit hym..
i dunno uh wat i'm saying..
buden i juz hv to accept the fact..
n only the fact..
tat is i hv to let hym go..
its okae fer me to be hurt..
nt u being hurt..
hmmp..
n the only thing i want is
u to be HAPPY..
only u..
even though wen ure happy i'm sad..
n maybe bcoz u r happy i hurt..
its okae..
i juz wan u to be happy..
n u will be happy wen u're wit her..
so i hv to let it be..
i dn wan to do anything wrong to ur relationship..
i juz wan ur relationship to last..
tats all..
so i noe tata u dn care abt me..
so i'll juz leave alrite..
ther will alwaez u in my heart
budn i really3 have to let the
felling go..
haix..
u're happy wit her..
its fine n okae wit me....
u muz always be happie..
n nt the opposite..
okae..hmmp...=(
Sunday, September 2, 2007
hey..
hahaha okae so juz..
say abt the teachers day celebration n my life okae..
hahah i enjoy the teachers day celebration wit all the game all
hahah although i nvr play..
i enjoy conducting it heez
hahah okay now
abt the dragon boat
hahah hd fun uh..
hahah captize
hahah
funny uh haha buden the instructor
was cool uh hahah heez..
yea he's sporting hahah
okay dragon boat was fun
all u need is teamwork..
teamwork is very important in life..
yea..
its true..
hahah abt my life..
hmmm dunnoe wat to say so haha
its really confusing uh..
i'll juz keep myself thinking..
nall i want is
fer u to be happie..
it's okae if i'm sad or hurt..
the oni thing is
u're happie..
tat gd fer me...
i gtg now...
liyana:?~
